Talked with RE

Well, I talked to my RE today. He said that surgery wouldnt be guarunteed to fix anything. Especially since my tubes are blocked at the entrance at the uterus, that usually means they are pretty well clogged. Whatever. I dont think its scar tissue. I think its blood and mucous from the 18 months of bleeding I had. Which means that the blood can come loose at any point in time. We are in no 'hurry' to concieve. I jsut want all of my baby making days to be over with before I'm 30. LOL. He said IVF would be good opeion, I said no. Everyone has their own personal beliefs and I dont judge anyone for believing what they believe. I, however, cannot create 8 babies in a petri dish, then then 'freeze' or 'discard' the embryos at a later date. Those are children to me. It just freaks me out. But again, everyone has different opinions and we are all entitled to them. Our insurance will cover after $5000, I just cant justify spending that kind of money on having a 4th child, when I could use it for the 3 I have now. Much less spending $10-13k for an IVF. It just doesnt make sense to me. The Dr said there are absolutely no health risks for me having blocked tubes or cleared tubes, it only effects fertility, so, we wont be doing anything as far as that goes.

But the way I see it is: Praise God! I dont know what all the details to his plans are, I'm not sure, but He sees that my tubes are blocked, and He will turn it around for His glory and I know He will turn it around! Praise Your name Lord for You are good all the time!!!

So, this blog was originally intended for TTC purposes, however, I think I am now just gonna keep it as my blog about whatever.

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