BAD MOOD

I am NOT in a good mood today. I miss my husband, I am stressed out, I havent slept in two days cuz I cant sleep when he's not here, I babysat a few kids but while they were here my kids went insane. Im having one of those days where I'm like, why on earth do I want more?? I love my kids. I really do, but there are moments like this where I just want slam my head in a wall. I get like this in my 2ww evidentally. Last month I was so stressed on CD13 I think it was that I threw a water bottle into my kitchen cabinets. UGH!! Just want to sleep, and someone else to go grocery shopping and cook dinner. Life is SO much easier with 2 people running a household..... I miss my husband.... :'(